Posted by wishingstar on June 30, 2006, at 12:29:50
In reply to still around... saw old T today, posted by wishingstar on June 27, 2006, at 20:08:38
She called my cell phone around 9 this morning. I work from 8-4 and she knows I dont answer my cell then (except for 1-3, which is naptime in the preschool), so she called knowing she wouldnt get me... I guess I shouldnt be picky, but it still upsets me. I want to say "dont even call if you know I cant talk. dont bother."
She left a message and basically said that she guessed we could talk for 10-15 min sometime if I wanted, or do a phone session if I wanted to pay her etc etc, and to call her back later today and let her know when was a good time for us to talk.
I dont know, maybe she misunderstood, but if she did, I dont understand how. I said things were going badly and asked if I could talk to her. I left every phone number I have (work, cell, home) and asked her to call. How is that not clear? A "help, things are bad" call is not the same as "can you please call me so we can set up a time to talk?" I needed her THEN. And with tomorrow being Saturday... sure T, I'll just wait until Monday and try not to go completely insane. In the mean time, we'll just keep talking about why I should trust you and make myself vulnerable with you. Sounds like a GREAT plan.
She said that shed be in and out of the office all day and probably wouldnt answer but she'd get my message and call me back later. I think I'm going to call her back in an hour or so and just say nevermind, I dont feel like talking anymore, and just leave it at that. I also want to tell her that I'll be seeing the other T once or maybe twice a week. I know it's not productive and probably wont even work, but I want her to feel replaced. I want her to feel like shes missed something, because she has.
Maybe I'm just irrational about this. I really appreciate everyones responses though.. it helps to know I'm not totally crazy (maybe just a little.. haha). I hate this.
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