Posted by sunnydays on June 27, 2006, at 8:58:28
In reply to Re: a little scared » sunnydays, posted by annierose on June 26, 2006, at 22:24:31
Thanks, I see her tomorrow. What I'm worried about is that I'll dissociate, and then I can't seem to help it even if I want to be honest, because I'm so gone that sometimes I can't even talk. Or I can talk, but I can't remember anything I was going to tell her, so I end up telling her I'm fine. So I just have to try to keep myself really present, but it's hard, because sometimes I get like that in the waiting room, and then I can talk to her, but she doesn't know... Anyway, I'm not being very clear, but thank you. I see her tomorrow. I'm really going to try to be honest, it's just hard. And my T said he talked to her, but that you never know, so she might ask me. I haven't seen her in 3-4 months, so she might forget.
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