Posted by sunnydays on June 26, 2006, at 20:54:09
I'm seeing my pdoc (actually, a nurse practitioner) soon. I'm nervous. Last time she asked me about my trauma history and it really upset me for weeks. My T said she probably won't ask me about it because he talked to her, but I'm scared. He was mad that she asked last time. He had already told her about it, so I don't know why she even asked. And I'm feeling very overwhelmed and scared and nervous. And I don't even know if I'll be able to tell her the truth when I go see her. I feel like I'll want to lie and say I've been feeling fine, but I really haven't. But I'm scared. And I don't really want to talk to her. And my T is on vacation, so I won't even be seeing him any time soon if something does come up that upsets me. Things are so hard sometimes.
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