Posted by happyflower on June 17, 2006, at 14:43:38
In reply to Re: p.s. if all else fails see u at the funny farm, posted by scentedgarden on June 15, 2006, at 14:56:33
Hi Scentedgarden,
How are things with you? It seems like you like to have fun. I like the young kid in you, it is cute. I think I need to let loose more often. LOL
When you asked me about when I revealed my feelings about my T what happened. Well the relationship got more intense, almost too much so, I think. I think my T likes me really, and it is hard for him to just be my T , he has told me that in other circumstances he would enjoy to have a social relationship with me and to talk to me, but he can't. He said friendships come and go but he feels being my T will not go, and that I might want to return to therapy some day. Plus he said he didn't want anything to happen that would undo the good work we have done. But I can see he is struggling a littlewith keeping the boundries with me. I have mostly excepted this, but it was painful.
When I had a horrible week a month ago, I really needed to talk to him, but he didn't have an open appointment, and it really hurt me that he wouldn't at least call me. I guess this is when I realized that he isn't my friend, because a friend would call "outside" of office hours. I hit it hard and am still sad about it. But I think I will be okay with time.
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