Posted by scentedgarden on June 15, 2006, at 14:56:33
In reply to Re: Scentedgarden, are you okay? » happyflower, posted by scentedgarden on June 15, 2006, at 14:28:09
Im going to bed now Happyflower...I hope we can talk again about all these feelings soon...if you want to with me... Bye Bye from a sweet scented garden whos gone into child like mode...I have to go now and take care of my inner child and at the same time i have sexual desires that need to be met...do you know what i mean at all? Hope so...anyway it's just good to talk...sorry i lost it a bit back there on the other post...I really hated saying those words at the end...I guess if i dont say them it feels like they re not happening...her without me...my life is really without her...the fact she on her holidays and im left behing shows me that...and it'as f*cking upset me huge......big time...I didnt even know it ...sh*t crying again....I cant believe shes not my mummy...........she is my mummy to my inner child she's the best mummy ever ever ever.......and yet she away and im here.....so, gotta get on with the whole F*cking reality check sh*t..no thanks.im going to bed instead. its nearly 9 pm here....lovely evening and im off to bed alone. G thats just great!!! anyway cant compain,,it could be worse i guess see you tomoro Happyflower...and if I don;t see you here i'll see you at the funny farm...we can go together....only kidding, right!...we'll make it through this ...we will you know...we will
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