Posted by llrrrpp on June 5, 2006, at 12:58:54
In reply to Re: lonely, mostly » llrrrpp, posted by ClearSkies on June 5, 2006, at 12:40:31
Thanks guys,
I feel lonely, and then I feel guilty, because the lonely is my fault for isolating me.we want people to be able to read our minds, to know when we need them to call. To know when we want a hug, or a cup of hot cocoa. But sometimes we have to ask for it, or demand it. And that's what I struggle with.
I live alone a lot, since my husband is away so much. We talk on the phone a lot, but sometimes it just reinforces the distance, and I withdraw from that.
I regret that I don't keep in touch better with friends from bygones. Mostly I miss them when I am feeling sad and mopey, but by that point, I don't really feel up to calling them anymore. Who want's to talk to a grumpymuffin? Who want's to hear me complain and whine?
oh well. Today's okay.
-ll
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