Posted by Tamar on April 16, 2006, at 19:34:42
In reply to Re: I love you guys! » Tamar, posted by milly on April 16, 2006, at 12:57:16
Hi Milly,
> **Belated Happy Birthday
Thanks!
> ** I doubt he'd find it inappropriate but I'm sure he'd find it very meaningful, it says alot about your trust of him that you can even consider sharing them with him, wow
It’s strange… I have no qualms about showing him pictures of me without clothes on, but I find it hard to tell him about things that happened more than 20 years ago… I’m not particularly ashamed of the way my body looks; I’m mostly ashamed of how it feels.
> **It's funny they don't seem to run screaming from the room whatever we throw at them!
That’s true. And he really hasn’t ever run screaming from the room. But sometimes he does a kind of non-response thing that terrifies me… (On Thursday I had a Freudian slip moment: I was talking about how I didn’t understand my sexuality when I was in my teens, and I said, “I didn’t have a very good grasp of my anatomy…” And of course I realised what I’d said and I laughed and he just sat there without reacting and I suddenly felt as if I’d been caught telling dirty jokes at the Sunday School picnic.)
> **he may keep it longer than therapy, I got to leave my sculpture with my T after temination because I *really* needed to leave a bit behind
I’m glad he let you leave the sculpture. I’m sorry I wasn’t around here when you had your last session. I hope you’re holding up OK. I know it’s hard (I’ve been through termination before).
Thanks for your support!
Tamar
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