Posted by Susan47 on February 28, 2006, at 21:19:01
In reply to Crying, Crying all day, just so sad, it hurts, posted by happyflower on February 28, 2006, at 20:26:50
Well, actually I got it out of my system I'm calming down, my heart rate is returning to normal, I phoned his machine and bawled my eyes out for a few minutes. I hope I'm going to be okay. God, you don't know even now after I don't remember, is it two years since I last sat in the client's seat, I don't know but maybe it'll always hurt. But it's good that he's in you, happyflower, one day it won't hurt so much anymore and you'll find yourself actually not thinking about him for about two minutes, then it'll be ten since the last time he entered your mind, then eventually you'll have a hard time remembering everything about the way he looks and acts and just Is .. you'll miss it a little bit less that he isn't in your world, not ever, the way you want him to be .. maybe he'll even out and out reject you, but you're a lot smarter than I am, you would never let it get to that.
Oh, happyflower. It's okay, it will be okay. I know you'll make it good, great, and grand in the end. Oh scheise. Or however that german word is spelled.
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