Posted by dia on February 19, 2006, at 0:04:29
In reply to Re: on knowing 'too much' about your T » Dia, posted by Susan47 on February 18, 2006, at 14:44:15
Susan, you are right. I HAVE to stop looking at his e-mail. I tend to get really obsessed with people and I know other people's passwords as well. What's strange is that I don't necessarily 'hack' into their accounts in some hi-technological way, but am just a good guesser. But it's his e-mail I check the most. I do feel guilty, almost sick from it. I want to stop but it really is like an addiction. I know it's bad, but as asmita said - it does keep me from idealizing him and also has allowed me to trust him more, something I just can't do with everyone. Any suggestions on how to stop? That probably sounds like a stupid question, but I am desperate to rid myself of this horrible habit.
And I really do love him. That's what is so bad about it. He said he thinks of me as a daughter. So if he has that amount of respect for me - then I should equally have the same for him and his privacy. I would never tell him that I've done this but I admit that I already feel better being able to admit it here.
*Dia*
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