Posted by Voce on February 9, 2006, at 1:04:34
In reply to Re: It doesn't matter... » Voce, posted by B2chica on February 8, 2006, at 9:08:19
And I didn't mince words. I told her how upset I was that she had been discussing me without my consent, and I told her how frustrating it has been trying to get my records, and feeling like I don't have any rights.
She can be kind of slow with responding to e-mails, sometimes more than a week. I honestly don't know what I expect her to say in response since I told her I didn't want to come in to see her and discuss it. I feel better having sent it now. But I am still left with the feeling that I just can't trust either of them, which reall hurts because of how much I went through with them, especially T1.
The saga of pre-marital counseling continues. It has been okay so far, just some personality tests. But tonight we talked about our "families of origin." It wasn't as bad as I thought it would be because the counselor did a lot of the talking (he talks too much, actually). But it kept us from having to do a lot of talking. I didn't really want to talk about anything at all...I am meeting individually with this guy in 2 weeks, which is part of the program. I have no idea what we will talk about. I don't know him well enough to open up. And I don't feel like re-hashing what I did in therapy. It's been hashed enough.
I'm PMSing and everything makes me cry right now. Someone tell me that it will get better. You're not supposed to cry this much when you're planning a wedding.
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