Posted by caraher on December 15, 2005, at 17:26:39
In reply to i told T yesterday**Trigger**, posted by B2chica on December 15, 2005, at 8:58:33
> i think i'm still in stunned mode. i can't believe he thought my 'mother' was innappropriatley doing things to me, he said she was sexually abusing me. i can't help but feel like a liar, that i'm making her out to be the 'bad guy'. after all, now i can deal with her in small bits of time. i think she did only what she knew best? i don't think she hurt me on purpose? could she have? she did when i was a teen but that young? i'm making her into a demon when i should be the one ashamed and embarrassed for what i've said about her.
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> kinda self-loathing right now.
> sorry.(((b2c)))
I'm glad you found the strength to bring it up in therapy. Please don't put yourself down for simply telling the truth. The way you described it here was quite factual and did not sound at all as if you were demonizing her.
You did a good thing telling him! It wasn't easy and it brought up a lot of disquieting thoughts. I'm proud of you for taking that step... please be kind to yourself!
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