Posted by alexandra_k on August 30, 2005, at 6:06:45
In reply to Re: shouldn't have gone, posted by alexandra_k on August 29, 2005, at 20:20:08
Sorry...
Bit of an outburst.
The trouble is...
Being at more than one place at one time.
Thats how it feels.
Or like being in two different places at one time.
Its like I'm split between the present and some time in the past.
And I can see this...
I can see whats happening
But I feel like an observer
Powerless to stop it.I feel ashamed about losing it like that.
cringe.
yet again.
email adresses are hard to get...
not sure why.
i want to apologise.
he was nice and he asked if i wanted to talk
or come back and talk to him again
but he's going in two months.i'd rather email him.
and if things get bad and i need to go to hospital it will at least be an available option.I'll be okay.
take it easy.
give it a couple days.
maybe write something.impulse control.
i reckon thats my problem
:-(
poster:alexandra_k
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