Posted by alexandra_k on September 2, 2005, at 17:15:44
In reply to Re: shouldn't have gone » alexandra_k, posted by Damos on September 1, 2005, at 17:12:23
:-)
I'm getting into it a bit more.
It is just that...
Time travel is a tricky concept...
And I'm not sure that many authors handle it well...
What they say lapses into incoherance...
But: the point of novels isn't to track the world
or laws of nature or anything like that.It is just that... I think I've been spoiled from some novels because of the way I tend to think.
And its real hard for me to put that away and just get into it.
Have been in a funny place.
Kind of down...
But not really.
Hard to explain.
Frustration
A bit down
Then I manage to go numb
(That kind of escaped me for a while there)
And I've actually been fairly productive on my work
:-)
The absence of guilt is a wonderful feeling.But I still don't feel quite right.
And I don't understand...
That if my problem is that I dissociate
Then why can't I do this when I need to
I don't understand why I am present through extreme stress
If dissociation is supposed to be my strategy.
Why can't I just go away for the bad feelings?
I don't understand.I better go do some work or something.
Just need to really focus in on that.
Sorry I haven't really been myself lately.
Haven't forgotten you.
Any of you
Any of you Babblers
Its just that I think I need some time to find myself
calm down
find where I'm at again.Take care.
poster:alexandra_k
thread:546157
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