Posted by alexandra_k on July 11, 2005, at 5:22:24
Hmm.
Hrm.
I hope it goes better than last time. I think part of the problem is that I only see her every two weeks so I feel like I am wasting precious time talking about the weekly stuff... And talking about stuff that I think I've already dealt with (like p-doc).I got another email from washerface.
:-(
I'll send one reply: about how I didn't think that really counted as a session. It is going to be hard... If she feels like I am trying to undermine her then she will feel MAD at me and then... bring on the courts or whatever...The ironic thing is that she said she had informed me prior to the session that she wasn't taking on any more ACC clients. Thats odd because it makes no difference to her money wise. But anyway that is especially odd seeing as she chose to spend the session on the phone to ACC regarding whether they would take me as a client or not. Maybe I'll just tell her that. Have to be careful.
I just remembered about therapy tomorrow.
I'm going to ask her about making a regular time to see her. So that it is easier to remember. And it is also a way of asking her how much we are going to be seeing each other. IMO once per fortnight isn't enough. Especially when we have sessions that leave me feeling like we didn't really do anything and that was kind of unproductive.:-(
I'm getting worried again...
About whether she wants to see me...
Whether she is sick of me but feels sorry for me after so many terminations...
:-(
:-(
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