Posted by Tamar on June 29, 2005, at 15:11:44
I been feeling so disconnected the last couple of days. I don’t feel much connection to the people in my life. At the same time, I’ve been very triggerish. I can't get enthusiastic about anything and I'm pretty irritable.
I can’t seem to access my ex-therapist-space either; whenever I think about him I feel next to nothing. I had found a point where thinking about him was mostly pleasant and hardly painful at all, and now it’s gone.
I’ve managed to get a lot of work done, but I’m not sure I like the price I’m paying for it.
I’m afraid it might be a signal of depression. It probably isn’t, but I'm afraid because I don’t feel ready to go back to the dark place… Does it sound like depression? Or do I just need a few early nights?
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thread:521141
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