Posted by LittleGirlLost on June 24, 2005, at 13:20:41
In reply to Need help, but too triggered to write. :(, posted by LittleGirlLost on June 24, 2005, at 10:25:46
B2, Happy, Rainbow,
Thanks SO much for the encouragement; I am having a "heckuva" time today. Of course, I just saw T last night, so that explains the sadness. We all know how that goes, ohhh leaving her is so hard!What's also really really bothering me, is I sort of just started dating someone, and I am so SO conflicted. He seems nice (for a guy), but I am so nervous and fearful. I've always wanted to be married and all that, but I am so afraid. (I've also been living on my own for about 10-12 years, and I guess becoming "set in my ways" doesn't help matters either.) The conflict is that as much as I want a relationship with a man, I want a mom more than anything! The "little" part of me (which is actually quite large) says that boys are yucky and I just want a mommy and nothing else; or at least you are supposed to have the mom FIRST. i can't say anymore about this now; hurting too much. :(
lgl
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