Posted by fallsfall on June 21, 2005, at 15:27:16
In reply to Re: You are normal, falls » Jazzed, posted by happyflower on June 21, 2005, at 8:36:29
I hate it that I can't just let things be without confessing all. I didn't tell my therapist, but I HAVE to tell you guys... And I suppose I'll have to tell him on Thursday. Why do I need to confess this? Because you guys are all supporting me and saying I am OK, but I know that I'm not? I did a little (very little) SI, too. But it is more than I've done in kind of a long time. So maybe I'm thinking that playing that computer game for 6 hours was better than some other things I could have been doing. (GG, this is what you were trying to get at, I think, when you were talking about the dentist?)
So now we can add "shame" to the "anxiety" (though, the anxiety is a bit better now). But, boy, would I rather have public shame that be holding all the shame as a secret myself - so here it is world! Notice my shamefulness!
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