Posted by pinkeye on June 20, 2005, at 13:44:32
I have begun wondering if the reason why I wrote here so much in the past few months is a slight wish that my ex T would read here and understand me, and somehow will help me heal further..
do any of you go through that kind of thinking? Is that normal or is it manipulative behavior on my part? I haven't said anything here which is not true, and I have been fully genuine here when I write, but still I wonder if the reason I have been writing here is this secret hoping that I will get the validation I needed from my ex T some day?
I know now that I will perhaps never hear again from him, and I am wondering by continuing to write here, am I still feeding the fantasy of a continuing therapy relationship with him?
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