Posted by alexandra_k on June 14, 2005, at 16:53:38
In reply to Re: cant think of a header, posted by Jazzed on June 14, 2005, at 13:12:33
> What did you do while she was on hold?
I sat there feeling really stupid.
P-doc told her to make an application for sensitive claims.
I arrived.
She said she was going to get the application
I told her I had never been sexually abused.
She started telling me that she couldn't make an application if I hadn't been
(don't tell me - tell p-doc)
And I just sat there feeling really stupid while she was on the phone.
She gave me a DES to fill out.
And I hate psych tests so that probably didn't help.>Did the two of you talk? What was she yelling at you when you left?
We didn't really talk. She looked at the DES and said something or other to validate my symptoms and asked if she could talk to them.
NO
She did that on the phone too. And I don't like it and it scares me. That might have been about when I walked. She was yelling at me to take one of her cards to give to p-doc. I didn't get why. I didn't get why he wants / needs a card. We already have her contact details and the point is that she is the person who was recomended in the specialists assessment.
> I think you just got yourself so worked up that it went badly.Yeah. That might be it.
> As for her asking you if you were stoned. I suppose it's part of her job to have to ask, but she shouldn't badger you about it. Try to blow that off, and move on. Try to replay it in your head, and have her ask you something else instead of that, something positive.Yeah. And I did look a wreck to be fair. I was sinking into a real bad place. Been fairly much living in bed not eating or showering or anything for a few days. I hope I didn't smell bad :-(
> Maybe you could print this out, along with the next post, mail it to her, and tell her that you'd like to start again. That she met you at a bad time, and you felt bad about how things went. I think the way you've expressed yourself here is awesome. I didn't see it as going around and around, I saw it as thinking in writing. Using the forum as a sounding board. You are very good with words and expressing yourself in writing.Thanks. The problem... Is that I can't afford to see her. Thats the problem. I'm fairly sure we could work things out if we were working together. But we aren't. So. I havent' even contacted her to say that the funding didn't come through.
Thanks for your response
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