Posted by sunny10 on May 18, 2005, at 8:07:20
In reply to Re: you HAVE to feel » sunny10, posted by alexandra_k on May 18, 2005, at 5:13:35
it will always come back and bite you in the a** when you least expect it---
thus the "lost time" and fear that you will lose control over your temper at any given time, despite the actual degree of provocation...
is it truly better to sweep this stuff under the carpet and pretend that you don't feel?
I'm betting that you DO feel, thus the depressive thoughts you've been having lately. They're leaking out from the same hidden space you're storing the hurt and the anger...in my opinion, anyway.
At least, that has been true of me in the past...and I guess as long as I'm being honest, it's what's happening within me right now...
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