Posted by cricket on May 16, 2005, at 9:24:44
In reply to Re: Zero Feelings (Possible Trigger) » cricket, posted by Susan47 on May 14, 2005, at 12:40:05
Thanks Susan47.
My mother is very much alive.I've been staying away from babble because I've been triggered. Has that ever happened to you?
Anyway, I'm back to thinking I don't want to talk to my T, I can't trust him. I feel ashamed of the fact that I did talk to him last session. In fact, it feels like it wasn't me who spoke. It was this superficial, ego-driven, blabber who spoke last session and I hate her. I mean she's fine at my job. She runs my work life and I have an intense, high pressure job and she manages it fine but she promised me she would never talk to my T and it's like all his pressure on me to talk made her come out and now I feel betrayed by both of them (the ego-driven blabber and my T).
Sorry I know that's all craziness but that's what I've been struggling with this week. I'm trying to get myself a little bit more together for tomorrow when I go again so I think I need to stay away for now.
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