Posted by Tamar on May 11, 2005, at 17:15:39
I’ve been feeling depressed all day. Had a big fight with my husband last night over something that should have been trivial (luckily the kids were asleep and didn’t hear the horrible things we said to each other).
I haven’t done any work at all today. I have a report due tomorrow and it’s only half written. And I just don’t feel like doing it tonight.
I thought I was getting over my feelings of missing my ex T. But today’s been pretty hard and I’ve missed him horribly. I’ve been feeling really empty inside. And I keep obsessing that my ex T is going to get a job in another city and then I’ll never be able to see him again. Not that I have any evidence for this, of course. It’s a rather unfounded fear. But I’ve been making a mental list of cities he could move to that would be near enough for me to see him. It’s nearly two months since I terminated and I can barely remember what he looks like. Sniff sniff.
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