Posted by mair on May 4, 2005, at 17:24:31
In reply to Re: Hollow Words (triggerish), posted by rubenstein on May 3, 2005, at 22:12:38
I know what you mean. One of the reasons I don't like talking about it with her is that I always feel like I need to apologize at the next session. This is not based on any signals she's giving me. Sometimes I think I have the urge to apologize because I feel that I shouldn't discuss suicide unless I'm very serious about it. She's tried to debunk this with me but it's a tough sell.
I think it's similar to the difficulty I've had in the past with whether it's ok for me to call her. My idea always was that I shouldn't bother her unless it was an emergency and it couldn't be an emergency unless I really thought I was about to take my life. Obviously that's not her view.
Thanks
mair
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