Posted by mair on May 3, 2005, at 21:46:39
In reply to Re: Hollow Words (triggerish) » mair, posted by Dinah on May 3, 2005, at 20:32:37
Thanks for the words of encouragement. I'm not trying to shut my T out - it just doesn't seem to be very constructive for me to sit there and wallow in my own misery, although god knows sometimes that's all I want to do.
I mean I've been having some pretty normal discussions with her lately mostly about my childhood and relationship to my father. She knows the suicide stuff is in the background - she just hasn't asked me about it the last couple of times and I've been reluctant to raise it. Maybe that's why it was easier for my to talk to my pdoc about it - she hasn't had to listen to me as much as my T has.
My T has told me that she has a very difficult time telling how depressed I am unless I tell her. Something about presenting too well.
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