Posted by pinkeye on May 4, 2005, at 15:58:43
In reply to Re: Is Babble keeping me regressed?, posted by whirlpool on May 4, 2005, at 15:47:31
Thank you.
I am actually better today. And my ex T is really a good person. And many times I realize he wouldn't do anything to hurt me.
But sometimes, my own self dislike makes me think he hated me.. somehow wanted to get rid off of me etc.
I know it doesn't make too much sense. But I think lot of clients tend to take everything the T does/says very personally, and somehow think it reflects on them personally. Logically I know it is probably a stupid conclusion to make. But emotionally I am never able to understand and let go.Somehow I want him to like me back as much as I liked him. But I know that is quite not possible. I was just one of the many patients for him, and he dealt with me on a professional level from the beginning. But somehow I kind of mistook that professional relationship for personal one.. and even though I realize I am beign stupid, I can't seem to fully grasp it.
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