Posted by Tamar on March 17, 2005, at 13:30:40
I'm seeing my T for the very last time tomorrow. I can't quite believe it, but I think I'm as ready as I'll ever be.
I know he'll make me feel safe during the session, but I'm afraid I'll come out and fall apart two hours later.
Also, I'm a bit afraid of what I'll end up saying. I'm guessing we'll review the progress I've made over the time I've been seeing him, and that will be fine. However, I've had very strong feelings towards him that I've never talked to him about, and I don't want to find myself blurting it out ten minutes from the end of the final session! I'm worried about how I'll be able to respond if we talk about how I'm going to miss him. Normally I have iron self control (I really *really* hate rejection so it was easy enough to keep my feelings to myself before). But in the heat of the moment I may lose it. Any suggestions on how to keep it together?
Tamar
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