Posted by JLynn on February 21, 2005, at 15:01:31
In reply to Re: feelings about T » JLynn, posted by Shortelise on February 21, 2005, at 12:55:58
Yes I do hold back as I have always done. It's like you know once you tell something then you can never take it back and then you worry about how that person will look at you. I know people say don't worry about what others think, but that's pretty impossible-especially with T.
Yes I do feel a little abandoned. And I am afraid of attachment because it usually leads to a lot of hurt.
I'm not really doing therapy by mail with old T. We just stay up to date on whats going on-mostly in my life and with our kids and such. Sometimes I feel like it is unfair to her. Maybe I should tell her this, but I am afraid to hear the truth.
Thank you for listening and understanding. Sometimes I feel like trying to understand how I feel or should feel about my T's makes me feel more crazy than why I actually see them. Does this make any sense to anyone???
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