Posted by rainbowbrite on January 9, 2005, at 14:39:39
In reply to Re: anyone ever feel worse?, posted by gardenergirl on January 9, 2005, at 14:04:59
i am sort of putting together in my mind that i should stop going to my T. See, i have actually revealled my secret but it didn't seem to be recieved well as with other issues that are deeper. It took so long to get it out and then with the negative reception i just dropped it. while i write i am realizing that this sounds ridiculous. im not sure why i have kept going. it doesn't feel like my T is comfotable or wants to have to deal with hard issues. I supose i should verbalize this first and see how it goes as hard as it will be, but other than that i think im through with therapy. i had a really bad experience last week and i feel slightly violated (mentally)after telling my T my deepest thoughts several weeks ago and now they are in a sense ignored. i don't think i can go thru that again.
I just needed to let that out.thanks
rain
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