Posted by littleone on January 6, 2005, at 14:59:56
In reply to Re: T not wanting me to go there *trigger* » littleone, posted by gardenergirl on January 5, 2005, at 23:40:45
> That's really lousy timing that your T is gone when the anniversary comes up. I'm sorry you have to go thru this without your T's support.
Yeah it is. And I think I'm actually really hurt and disappointed about that. So many other babblers have T's that call over their break or whatever. Mine *knows* how bad the timing is and how bad I get about the accident. I don't understand why he didn't throw me any sort of lifeline at all. He also knows how much I wouldn't abuse that sort of thing. I'd do just about anything so I wasn't a *bother* to someone. I'm sorry. That's just a real sore point. Really hurts.
> And I think I get the desire to want to go and just communicate without words. There really aren't words for something like that. None that would make it all right. Just feelings. And sharing your feelings with others who are suffering is not necessarily a bad thing. But I would imagine very very draining.Yeah, that's right. Except I've never really learnt how to share feelings. Guess that's the whole point of therapy ... and probably why I always feel like I'm failing it. Except I know you can't *fail* therapy. How about just doing really really REALLY bad at it.
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