Posted by littleone on January 5, 2005, at 15:21:50
In reply to Nothing makes it better, posted by littleone on January 5, 2005, at 15:15:18
I think my T wants me to stay away 'cause that's where I go when I get really suicidal. I always cut there.
I don't have a friend who can go along with me to keep me safe. I can't contact my T at all. I have that phone number I found that might be his home number, but I really don't want to call him on his holidays. Especially not without his permission. My only safety net is to call Lifeline or a hospital. But I'm so cr*p at talking. Last time doing that made things worse.
8 days til my T comes back.
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thread:438157
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