Posted by crushedout on December 27, 2004, at 23:46:47
In reply to Crushed? How are you doing? (nm), posted by gardenergirl on December 27, 2004, at 15:47:57
GG, you are really nice for asking.i'm still struggling a lot with depression and missing the T (not sure whether those two things are connected or just compounding one another) but things are a little better. i think i may desperately need a med adjustment but am too depressed to deal with the pdocs. i've called a few and i really don't like them.
i had a hard day today, because i saw my mom with whom i have a difficult relationship, and some friends of hers who were giving me a lot of sh*t because they think i'm not living my life the way i should. they think i should be making a lot of money. and one of them was really nasty about it. anyway, on the way home, i ran into this guy i dated briefly on the subway, and he missed his stop and then we ended up hanging out and kissing and it was kind of really nice. he gave me a massage and he was a really good kisser. and he gave me some ideas about meds i could try. (he's been struggling with similar stuff lately and has found something that was really helpful -- lamictal -- but i don't want to get redirected to the med board.)
oh geez, am i manic? this post seems manic. i don't want to find out that i'm bipolar on top of everything else.
:)
crushed
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