Posted by B2Chica on November 1, 2004, at 12:54:39
In reply to commute to T?, posted by B2chica on October 30, 2004, at 15:23:35
you all gave great input. i thank you.
and excellent point GG.i'm loosing more and more weight, i had another 'high-episode' sat and am still very irritable today but exhausted too. people are noticing my further weight loss again. i can really tell it's hurting my hubby. he's so worried. it kills me to see that. also, haven't had s@x is FOREVER cuz he hasn't seen my bad SI scars on thighs. i'm scared. want to talk to T about it.
i can't stop it even though i try.
i'm never hungry, drugs, dep. anxiety whatever. some i know is ED. but everything else. i just can't take it anymore.
i don't want to die and sometimes i feel i'm slowing going away.thanks for the advice. i called today and set up an initial appt. for this thursday. he offer's evening and sat appt.
when we talked, i was very upfront. i want to see him more than once a week, i asked about availability inbetween sessions and his reply was "pretty much always". that's good cuz last T i saw only once a week and it skinned me alive. he was strickly 8-5 and no weekends.
this guy initialy sounds like i;ll like him.i do LOVE driving. i love the alone time and chance to think. i'm primarily worried about drive home if it's an upsetting appt. but i guess maybe we could talk it out and plan for tough sessions and have someone go with me if i can find someone.
i miss you all so much.
wish i could talk more.
-still doing ok. just need help...maybe i'll get it now.Thanks!
b2c.
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