Posted by antigua on September 20, 2004, at 23:00:24
In reply to dissociation/memories/dreams*posstrigger*, posted by crazymaisie on September 19, 2004, at 14:20:32
I'm late to this thread, but I did want to offer my support. I've been right where you are now and I have gotten so much help here with csa that it has moved my therapy along considerably.
What struck me in your post was your comment about your doubt in yourself and the fear that you are making this up. I've hung onto that for many years. To a certain extent, I still do; it's my elaborate denial mechanism.
If I could bring back memories myself I would have been through with this already. But I'm not, and as someone said it's like having all these pieces but they don't come together until you find that crucial piece. Also, my T agrees that your mind only lets you when you are ready.
So I wish you luck and if you have any questions or would like to bring up certain issues, please do so. We always learn from each other.
best,
antigua
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