Posted by mmcconathy on September 10, 2004, at 11:39:57
In reply to Re: it was a dissociative attack, posted by mmcconathy on September 10, 2004, at 11:26:23
Could these dissociative episdoes, could be caused beause i was trying to "split" myself.
See my problem im realizing is that i want to change my self, my personality, i want to become more extroverted. I want to have more charasteristics to myself. But i feel i cant fit it into one.
I am tempted to create other, personanality's or Idenity's that i can control of course. Ritchie in a way has charasteristics that i want, but they just dont go with me, that's why i look up to him. He has a a overwhelming confident personality, not quite an egomaniac, but is sure of himself.
But in a way i do want to be Ritchie, but im not bonding it to myself, im serpating him and me into 2 seperate Idenity's, because it just seems intresting to have someone to switch with.
Please put your advice, i need it.
Also, can doing this, splitting myself, cause permement neurological damage, can it be cured?
Thanks, sorry for the abstract questions.
Matt
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