Posted by B2chica on September 7, 2004, at 12:55:51
In reply to Are you ever afraid your therapists will die?, posted by pantt on September 4, 2004, at 16:34:29
YES!!!
my problem is i think that the more i see him, his odds of dying are worse. i feel that cuz he's seeing me, something awful will happen to him. that i'm a sort of jinx. that because of me he will die.
...hmmm, maybe that's part of why i don't talk, maybe that's why i'm constantly wanting to stop seeing him?
oh well.
but yes, i am terrified that something horrible will happen to him.
it was worse in the beginning, but on lessened from constant fear and blame to "mostly" constant fear and blame....hmmm.
ok, not much improvement but this thread has made me think, and maybe i need to talk to him about this again.
thanks.
b2c.
poster:B2chica
thread:385420
URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/psycho/20040905/msgs/387650.html