Posted by shortelise on September 4, 2004, at 20:24:38
In reply to Re: more termintion angst » shortelise, posted by Dinah on September 4, 2004, at 9:58:53
I think this is a bad idea - I am afraid that to do so would negate some of what I have done in therapy, that the wound would be deep, and I would feel I had unfinished business.
Am thinking, thinking. In a way, I want to dissolve, disappear, sink into the earth. I want not to feel what I am feeling and the only way I could do that is not to be. Yup, nasty suicide thoughts. No plans, not serious, but they are there. (Please allow me write that I am feeling these feelings without imagining that I am going to kill myself. If I thought I would, I'd call my shrink.)
SHortE
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