Posted by ghost on May 4, 2004, at 23:09:14
In reply to Re: Should I send this email to my T? » ghost, posted by crushedout on May 4, 2004, at 22:10:31
honestly, i wonder if it's not manipulative too. but the fact of the matter is that your relationship with her is very strained and you're hurting yourself-- in her care. if you are no longer in her care, perhaps that will resolve the desire to hurt yourself. maybe the problem will resurface, but then you can address it at that time, knowing what happened in the past.
i wish you didn't have the urge to hurt yourself. you deserve to be treated far better-- by everyone, including yourself. whatever your decision, it has to be one that will minimize (and hopefully eliminate) your SI.
i suggest you make your decision tomorrow night. take the night to think about it, take tomorrow to think about it. try to decide if a session on thursday will be beneficial in any way, after having some time to cool off.
*big hugs*
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