Posted by Pandabear on February 29, 2004, at 19:55:35
In reply to Re: doing better but .....scared » gardenergirl, posted by Crooked Heart on February 29, 2004, at 6:15:18
I have no doubt that my normal feeling will not last...I have received not so good news this weekend and I know it is something that is going to mess me up..I have major issues to deal with within this year and they will ALL set me back..but until then...im going to focus on how good im doing :). Im NOT going to obsess over them...at least not at this moment..I want to enjoy myself while the good feelings last. And you are right about the good nights sleep..I have started taking seroquel at night to make me sleep and I know that that is part of the answer to why im feeling so much better. I also believe that it is both medicines that im taking...I believe that they are finally starting to work for me..which is a good thing. This is the first time in my life that I have actually been feeling good about waking up to start the new week. I feel so confident in myself...and I cannot wait to talk to my therapist on wed and to see what she thinks about the "new me"...:) I guess im not as scared as I thought i was!!! I think that because my meds are working so well..its helping me to worry LESS and so even if I am the least bit anxious..I can deal with it without really getting messed up about it...which is a good thing..I havent been obsessing over ANYTHING for over a week..and it feels great. Yeah i still want to talk to her but im not agonizing over not getting to talk to her when i want...I just remember that she is always going to be here for me and that I will get to talk to her soon enough..and that is good enough for me. :) Hope you have a great week.
Take Care,
Pandabear <><
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