Posted by crushedout on February 18, 2004, at 17:38:58
In reply to Re: another rough therapy session, posted by terrics on February 18, 2004, at 17:23:22
I don't know. There are times when I feel really good after therapy, although you're right, it's usually hard because you bump up against the limits of the relationship and then feel that longing for what you're missing so acutely.But when things are good, I sometimes feel energized by it.
I think my T is really screwing up with me right now. I'm going to have to confront her tomorrow, and I'm scared. I'm scared she will twist everything around and make me feel like it's all me being crazy. I'm scared she will get mad and defensive and hurt me emotionally. I'm scared I may need to find a new T. But I think I'm ready to do that if necessary. It might be the best thing for me.
> I am beginning to wonder about therapy being useful. Alot of us come home worse than when we went. I was in a good mood all day, then I had therapy. I love my T. She will take a call anytime, she has never been mean or argumentative, but therapy itself makes me think of only sad and bad things. I too came home upset today. Also, my attachment to her is painful in itself. She knows I love her. We rarely talk about that. Well, what I am getting at is I think I would be better off without her. terrics
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