Posted by Crooked Heart on February 4, 2004, at 3:04:15
In reply to today in therapy..ashamed of myself..., posted by Pandabear on February 2, 2004, at 19:10:23
You are much braver and much more honest than most people can manage to be. It sounds as though you are at a very painful turning point.
Please don't start blaming yourself. However you might have behaved with other people in the past there's a good reason underneath it, and not one that involves you being 'bad'. Maybe you might look back soon and think yes that wasn't good for me or for my friends, but for good reasons I just didn't know that my relationships could be different.
Some pain just feels meaningless, but it sounds as though what's happening with you now is pain that actually gets you somewhere much much better. Hang in there :)
poster:Crooked Heart
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