Posted by Karen_kay on January 27, 2004, at 21:00:05
I'm worried about tomorrow. I'm scared that Bubba will be mean again. I'm afraid he'll accuse me of being a liar again, or of calling his house (I wish I knew where that crap was coming from... He did mention an ex-girlfriend who used to prank him. But, if I bring that up, he'll get defensive and he is the professional..)or driving past his house. I bought some candy to take in, which we discussed prior to the incident, hoping that helps ease the tension. I'm not mad at him, I'm actually a bit frightened of him to be perfectly honest. And I don't like being accused of lying, especially when I'm not. Especially to test my reaction.
I'm just not even sure who's fault this is?? I mean, can I hope to be helped by someone that I honestly feel a bit scard of? I mean, if I have to call him to reschedule appointments, I lock myself in the bathroom so there isn't any outside noise because I know he's temperamental (or paranoid) and possibly thinking I'm playing some type of joke on him. All because my dog once was barking in the background... This is getting frustrating... Just tell me everything is going to be ok.. Please??
poster:Karen_kay
thread:306227
URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/psycho/20040123/msgs/306227.html