Posted by DaisyM on January 23, 2004, at 23:14:51
In reply to Re: Have you told anyone else? » DaisyM, posted by fallsfall on January 23, 2004, at 19:12:54
I'll try to remember what you all said about talking about it and about having the thoughts and noticing how powerful they get.
I remember saying yesterday that it had never occured to me before all of this that "taking myself out of the equation" might be an option. And it still isn't a very strong or likely one. But now I *know* that ultimately I do hold the last card. And I never felt like I had that card in my hand to play before. And that freaks me out a little.
Please don't worry about this and me though. I didn't mean to frighten you or bring back bad memories for anyone.
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