Posted by Karen_kay on January 16, 2004, at 15:00:15
In reply to Ages, posted by Elle2021 on January 16, 2004, at 13:56:03
Oh Elle, don't give me tips on how to search for info on my shrink....Girl that's looking for trouble....
I was SOOOOOOO close to telling him that I googled him and found a picture of his old lady last session. I might tell him next week, but I'm afraid that it might slip out that I'm disappointed in him for not marrying a trophy bride. I know I'll say that she's lovely, but I still feel that I invaded his personal life and I feel guilty for that. And I feel guily for not thinking his wife is pretty. And I don't like his wife because she doesn't let him get enough sleep. It's not that I want to be a wife for him, I'd like to be his house keeper. (strange fantasy, huh?) I'd like to go clean his house for him so he doesn't have to and he could get more sleep...I often think aobut that when I'm cleaning my own house. I'd even iron his shirts, because he said he doesn't iron his shirts.....I'm not old fashioned or anything but Good Gracious, she needs to take better care of him so he can get more sleep! If she can't do it, I'd like to step in and help. :) I'm silly, I know...I think about babysitting his kids too, so he and his wife can go out. I know that when they do go out, the kids go with them..WHAT??? They need some time alone, for crying out loud!
I'm really worried now that maybe he's going to terminate because I ask too many questions and he's apt to answer them when he shouldn't. I want to bring it up, but he gets really defensive and I know that he may bring my faulty memory into it. I jsut don't want to lose a good therapist over silly questions. And it is my fault for always talking about sex. It isn't that I mind that he talks about it at all. It's jsut that I know he's ethical and if he feels that he's doing something wrong he may talk to a supervisor who may recomend transfering me out. That wouldn't be good. I'd quit therapy before I'd work with someone else. There's no way I'd continue in the same building.... NO FREAKING WAY I'D CONTINUE... oh man, I'm causing myself to get all anxious over nothing I'm sure...I hope???
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