Posted by Still Hurting on December 24, 2003, at 22:45:57
My heart still desires to find itself locked up in her arms. My therapist meant all to me. Her voice spoke gentle to me, as her eyes spoke with compassion, her body spoke concern. I struggle and struggle and struggle. I don't want to end up in court, prison, etc. Yet, I still find myself dreaming and longing to be in her presence. Will this fantasy ever leave. I want to be free, then I don't want to be free. I know where she leaves and I have her home number but I am trying desperately to leave her alone. I sent her a book of In Session by Deborah Lott, while I am reading it to. I pray that sending her the book doesn't get me in trouble. I just don't know what more thoughts to process in order to get me away from this desperate desire of receiving her love. Can somebody please help me.
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