Posted by Dinah on September 5, 2003, at 0:21:32
In reply to Re: Fees and meaning » Dinah, posted by fallsfall on September 4, 2003, at 22:17:17
Hmmm. When you wrote that I started thinking in the back of my mind. I don't think it's a global sort of neurosis at work here. I think the problem is that I am at my neediest with him. Openly needy. And somewhere along the road, I must have learned that being that needy was completely unacceptable. So maybe it isn't that I think I'm an annoying client in general, maybe it's just that I think my neediness is necessarily repulsive to him.
And just maybe, I'm picking up some hints from him that he does find my neediness a bit much. Or maybe that's coming from me. But in either case, it's possible that he finds that one part of me unappealing even if he doesn't find all of me annoying.
Or maybe I'm sleep deprived again and spouting nonsense.
P.S. I do think I'm getting more, and I am willing to pay more for it. :)
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