Posted by judy1 on July 17, 2003, at 4:11:48
It's been several months since I have seen her and I've been doing really well but slipped and SIed tonight. I wonder if I'll ever stop that- I'm like an alcoholic counting days, I think I was up to 130. Another bizarre thing today-yesterday?- I called my old shrink and left a message and he called right back. Very strange, I haven't spoken to him in at least a year and it was a very superficial conversation but it must have triggered me. I wasn't emotional at all talking to him, almost detached, but every word is resonating in my brain now. I hate the thought that I still am so affected by him. Sorry for the rambling, I can't sleep despite 4mgs of klonopin.
Take care all- judy
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