Posted by Dena on October 23, 2005, at 19:52:18
In reply to Re: Please pray for Dena. » lynn971, posted by Dena on October 18, 2005, at 19:22:03
Thanks everyone - for your prayers.
On Wednesday, it was bad... I'd forgotten how bad it can get. Like mid-labor... cramps, contractions that doubled me over, and passing clot, after clot, til I lost count.
Somewhere in there was my baby's body... but this time, I felt no compulsion to search for it. I let go, and knew that my baby's spirit - the real part of him/her - was with the Lord.
So, I got through it, and now the bleeding is minimal, almost done.
I feel weak, and bruised, and battered, and oddly "yucky"... keeping an eye out for sings of an infection.
I just crave feeling normal again...!
And,we continue to seek wisdom about future fertility. I want God's will... I'll have more babies, and even more miscarriages, if that's His plan... but if we're meant to be "done", I'd rather insure that I'll never have to have another miscarriage again... three is enough.
However, His will is pre-eminent, and I want to know it... I want the peace of His plan for me.
Prayers appreciated! For healing, for wisdom, and for protection against infection.
Shalom, Dena
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