Posted by Dena on October 18, 2005, at 19:22:03
In reply to Re: Please pray for Dena., posted by lynn971 on October 18, 2005, at 18:55:26
Thank you Lynn... I know you understand.
Today is my 44th birthday... I have a history of being disappointed on my birthdays (though I try to lower expectations)...
Today, I had wanted just to go out to dinner with my husband, and to celebrate, alone together, afterwards...
However, I started bleeding a couple of hours ago... I'm miscarrying on my birthday. Not sure why God would cause/allow this, but I choose to believe that good can come even out of this.
In a way, it's a gift... so that I can avoid the D&C... I want to grieve deeply, and for it to be real this time (my second m/c was mistaken for a long period).
I'll get through this... it's not "the unthinkable" any more... but a sad reality.
Then, we have to consider a vasectomy... after seeking counsel, and praying.
Shalom, Dena
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