Posted by llrrrpp on August 15, 2006, at 23:09:39
In reply to Re: Update on goals accomplished (*SI trigger, mil, posted by Jost on August 15, 2006, at 22:14:53
Goals for Tomorrow:
Begin videotape analysis of data. (involves temporary smuggling of communal videocamera into my office)
Eat the ear of corn, piece of beef and cucumber in my fridge. It won't last 2 more days!!
Contemplate the initiation of writing a plan to strengthen legs (who am I kidding? ski season is 5 months away!!)
Unpack violin. Make sure insects have not devoured my bowhair in my neglect this summer. Play a few 2-3 octave scales and then a tune or something. Put violin away after 10 minutes [finger tips have lost all callous, so has my neck]
Avoid coffee doses greater than 10 oz at a time.
Going to see T for the first time in weeks. Going to try not to put on a facade. To be open. If I cry, I cry. If I get angry, I get angry. No need to be an actress. He says he's seen it all-- so what do I care if I have a slimy sobbing fit, or a complete lack of composure? Going to ask a difficult question- regarding termination of my patient benefits. What are my options? How many more sessions do I need? ugh. [deep breath: I CAN ask this question. I will be prepared for the worst case scenario, i.e. that I need many more sessions than my current benefits allow, AND that I have to terminate immediately, and henceforth pay out-of-pocket]. I can quasi-handle that? maybe?
And I think I better pack a double dose of vitamin Schoko for post-therapy nourishment.
dark chocolate, of course, another important source of antioxidants. mmmm!
-ll
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