Posted by aeon on November 25, 2006, at 17:59:33
In reply to Re: Creating anandamide in vivo, posted by nolvas on November 25, 2006, at 17:03:48
Hi
I'll try and explain what it was like first day. I really was not expecting it to work or if it did to build up slowly over weeks. I must be seriously deficient in all these things because it actually was like taking a drug.
I first noticed about an hour after completing the supps a tingling in my back then about ten minutes later an overwhelming surge of the most delicoious feeling energy. I actually had to lie down. This passed very rapidly and i was then immersed in a very pleasant glow of delight and joy and warmth.
Then it started to feel less like a drug and more just like my natural state and I just enjoyed it. Mind was calm, all tenseness in my muscles and pain that I ALWAYS have just evaporated.
I got up after an hour or so and everything just looked lovely. I turned on some music and was enjoying it so much, phyiscally feeling waves of joy from the sounds.
Then it all calmed down a whole lot and I was just left with a pleasant sensation of simple joy.
I slept well and had nice dreams (usually they are of being chased, dying, etc). This morning everything seems brighter, more alive. The sound of the kookaburras and cicadas is just wonderful, whereas they just annoy me normally. I just feel strangely delighted at everything. No morning headache either (first time in years).
Unlike all other relief I have ever had from depression this doesn't feel like I am putting something on top of it. I actually feel different, and the memory of how I felt yesterday is reapidly receeding.
Anyway, I am going to keep doing this. Its unlike anything else I have ever tried.
I can highly recommend it.
Bye
aeon
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